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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
HI peeps.I finally dozed off today at 12.50a.m. and was woken by the bloody blinds at my window at 7.00a.m. cos my pop was drawing them down so the 8.00a.m. sunlight would not hinder my sleep, alas, it served no purpose but did the opposite instead... so I tossed and turned and tossed and turned and FINALLY dozed off at 8.00a.m....blissful sleep at last...hmmm " Argh! The Paper at the window is tearing! The whole level is shaking and trembling!" I was in my uncle's room with the old layout before he installed the air-con and new bed and table with my cousins and other people whose faces I couldn't really make out. There were tree cutters outside our window trying to stump the old tree standing in the middle of the carpark. SUDDENLY..THE OPPOSITE BLOCK STARTED TO COLLAPSE!!! "Should I scream? Should we scream?" I asked. "Let's scream together!" my cousin replied, crushing a cushion to her heart. The Paper at the window was totally torn by now. We started falling.. It was a really strange sensation for the scene outside the window was tilting and crashing but I seemed to be rocking gently as if in a cradle to my right. I saw my sister's red jacket hanging on the cupboard which had been my when I was much younger cos it was small swaying, a blurred image then, to the right. Then it seemed to focus and remained still. (I was strangely teleported to my house then, skipping all the rescue work and stuff) We were grouped in my house and mourning over lost belongings and claiming whatever that was ours. My handphone holder, the one in the shape of the youngest member of the Incredibles, named Jack Jack or something, was missing. And I was searching all over for my handphone when I heard this... "That's my alarm tone!" I exclaimed. In my mind was "that is the ringtone Greetings!" Then a split second later I realised it was my bloody alarm. So I got up and had breakfast. I stared myself in the mirror and discovered two panda eyes. Congrats me people, for I get to scare my piano teacher later.. If you refer to above, some of the facts doesn't match. Cos when I woke I saw the red jacket and cupboard exactly the way I saw it in my dream. I think I was pulled back during the rescue operation or something.. and my handphone pouch had been in my house and the collapse was at my granny's place, so why would it be gone? My dreams are so weird. Now I feel very headachish. I was so deprived of sleep that I could actually have read 0mg on the nutrition table on the back of a bottle of peanut butter for cholestrol as OMG and I was like "Cholestrol OMG??" for a full 1 minute before I realised it was 0mg. like zero mg.. yes yes..laugh people..gonna practise piano. Good-bye. Be amazed. I posted this with no idea what I was doing. Monday, November 27, 2006
Rainy day.Lots of changes to original blogskin. Finished watching Goong on youtube. Practised piano. When I was gonna dump the (body parts aye?) rubbish bag into the rubbish chute, I stepped on the pedal that releases the cover of the chute and ARGH!! lizard!!!!! so I IMMEDIATELY STEPPED AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!! but ARGH!!!!!!!! the lizard was THEN TRYING TO CLIMB OUT and I POOFED ITS HEAD WITH THE COVER!!!!!!!!! Was it dead? *tick tick tick… I stepped on the pedal, tense and cautious......ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!THE LIZARD WAS NOT DEAD!!!!!!!!!! IT JUMPED OUT!!!!!!!!!THE HORRID THING FLEW OUT!!!!!!!!!!!! AND LANDED (on my pants? you wish) ON THE FLOOR JUST NEXT TO MY SLIPPERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ITS tail was flicking and trembling and I still haven't thrown my rubbish. So I was torn between going back or throwing the rubbish. Cos if I was to throw the rubbish, I have to move my foot otherwise I'm not gonna be able to step. If I went back, then I had to admit to my sister that her 14th going on 15th year old sister is afraid of a teeny little lizard.. So I gulped. I swallowed the saliva in my mouth. I moved my small little foot..... Now I'm back in my cosy nice home without the rubbish bag. (Was supposed to finish this yesterday but there was a connection problem so it dragged until today) well.. I'm gonna end this post. Saturday, November 25, 2006
Well, pleased to say, I'm well and safe, back from my trip to Genting! The toilets were awful.I felt very sorry for my new shoes..seriously..but the kopitiam's toilet was still alright, at least it still had this...toilet wiper cleaning liquid to wipe the toilet seat with first before your butt touches it in case u get AIDs or HIV or STDs from the previous user or something like that.. Benita is trying to seriously test my patience..SERIOUSLY.. Hurrays to next year!! Seniors are great! HAHA..I love my juniors..really... muahahahahaha.. I bought a pair of shorts, 5 pairs of sandals, 4 packets of chewing gum, 2 pairs of earrings, 1 bar of chocolate, a pencilbox..let's see..wad else??...hmmm...I don't think there's anything else...I ate the second Happy Meal of Mcdonalds there in my entire life and got a toy..an electronic fishing game which I won the whole 4 levels in the time span of my mother pouring water into the cup from the electronic kettle. I ate a kiddy meal too. YAY I'M A KID!! *refer to above and note my contradicting nature I love the cold at Genting but hates the puking feeling on the 7hour bus ride. I hope ALL MY FRIENDS ARE WELL!! *ironically HAHA.. I love you guys! (now it's for real:)) I watched casino royale and happy feet there..the cinema was shitty cos the sound would go out half way though the tickets were about 5 smth $ dollars. CASINO ROYALE IS SO COOL! And I'm not only talking about the sex scene...the WHOLE MOVIE INCLUDED!! HAHA..be horrified at my taste darlings..obviously I'm joking.. see u next time! no lesson tomorrow..I LOVE PIANO! *note again..my unique nature I LOVE--- P.S. the 5 pairs of sandals were keychain ones..haha.. Sunday, November 19, 2006
I wish the world could be a much more simpler place.It's such a complicated world that we live in. I feel very tired sometimes, so so tired. Thank you for today's piano lesson. I pray to God for Him to bless you. I don't hate anything but people hurting me again. And get away from my friends. If I only knew what went through your mind. *not hinting to bennie, just to some people, so don't worry:) Friends Manda Cat Fish Bennie Li yin Shi Lin Jia Min Yi Ying Grace.C If you're not there it's ok, cos those are the people who I think are closer.. Saturday, November 18, 2006
I feel that it's quite funny actually, that when I'm not blogging, so many things which I can blog about would pop up in my head but when I'm actually blogging, I can't think of what to blog about at all. So for today, I shall:Cute and Lively: Cikgu!!! (i bet shi lin agrees whole-heartedly) Cute: my piano teacher?? (or maybe she belongs to the cute and lively? dunno..) Mrs Loh/Miss Lee:) Cute and serious: No teacher suitable for this yet..but I though think it suits benita...what do you think? I WANT TO LEARN! There are endless things to learn about, from simple household chores like cooking and drying the clothes to complicated stuff like business and the such to arts like music and photography.. I'm going to Genting on tues. Good-bye. Sunday, November 12, 2006
I had my piano lesson yesterday and at the end of it my teacher gave me a jelly cube. HAHA..I felt very amused though..because the last jelly I received was from Sherlyn at Yun's house a thousand years ago..ok, not really, but it was so long ago I forgot when..but it's this year though..but definitely before april..when was it? Shi Lin and Yun both had it too...and there were mini fruity gels inside too..the one my teacher gave me was of grape flavour and smeellss very nice. haha...The last jelly I saw before yesterday was during the carnival day party for the kindergarteners..I can't believe I have been soooo out of the jellyland..haha. I suspect my teacher has a liking for sweet stuff..does she? Or is she just as obseesseedd with jelly as how Sher is? Hmm.. HI:) It seems like this time when you remember all past memories and have this bittersweet ache..in your heart..I feel...just quite sad..*sad smile* I bought my shoes today! It's quite nice:) (duh). And I thought I saw glory, then in the end it was an old auntie..I'm NOT hinting anything, glory, so DO NOT do "The Stare" and the "What". HAHA..I shall miss seating beside you and masturbating with your thigh, darling.. HAHAHAHAHA... hmm..I will take a picture of my shoes if I remember and post it here for you to see..that time the photos taken at cathay somerset couldn't be uploaded so I didn't put it here..so, sorry:) I was happily walking in the store while my mother looks at the huundred and onnne shoes [and finally chooses (phew, thank God it's OVER. I think my father feels the same way too) 2 pairs] when I heard a mother correcting her child of the pronounciation of sew..haha, I used to say that word as "siew" before 12..*sheepish grin* haha..and wound (injury) as "wound" (wound the clock)..*sad smile again* You guys must remember to keep in touch k? And happy belated birthday to faith.m! (For the next two paragraphs, listen to "Goong Dangshineun...NaNun BaBohImnida ". It will enhance the effect. But first, you must feel sad..(awww..) haha) When we stop seeing each other everyday, when we don't hear each other's voices everyday, when we stop bickering, when we stop laughing together, when we stop calling each other for one reason or another, when we don't get to study together, when we don't get to fool around..when we don't get scolded together..when we.. Do we become just mere aqquaintances? Who just pass by with a smile in the corridors? Will our friendship last?....Goodbye..and God bless you. I love my past. I love my present. I'm not ashamed of what I've had, and I'm not sad because I have it no longer. Friday, November 10, 2006
Sigh..the world seemed to be a most beautiful place a moment ago..I answered two articles for jobs today and one replied. But it is tomorrow! And my piano teacher wants me to go to this piano recital tomorrow too! I can't possibly split myself into two can I? Wait..can I? Anyway..then I tURNED THE JOB DOWN!!! BOOHOOOHOOOHOOOOOO!!! I WANT $$$$$!!!! Then fortunately I found someone to go with me so I don't hv to go with my mom. Then just now Manda says she can't. ARGH!!!! THE WORLD IS SO EXTRAORDINARILY NICE TO MEEEE!!! So I have to go with mommy. Which spoils the whole thing. I rather go alone lor.. but you can't exactly tell her " Mom, can you stay at home instead and let me attend it alone cos I don't want your company?" And then she'll act all hurt and sulk the whole day. My mom is LIKE that. So face up to reality. She cleans the floor like playing and I found that she never cleans the areas that are hard to reach and keeps on complaining that she does ALL the housework and we laze. HELLO, who did the breakfast every sat and sun for 6 years? And boiled the water everytime? And washed the clothes for her when I was 10? But now I know better than to do that for her while she reads the newspaper on the couch. In return to my behaviour, she prepares the breakfast VERY VERY late and cause us to not be able to swallow our lunch and starve before dinnertime. SHE is intolerable really. And whenever she does something that she feels is noble she has to say it like accompanying me to the doctor's once and in the end I had to listen to "you see, all mothers are like that (I hope not), so noble. So you know how to treat me next time right? You must earn lots of money and give it to mummy. And you must be filial to me ok? I'm such a noble mother." For the whole trip to the market and back. Cos the clinic's there. And my aunt always do it without any complains or nagging or whatsoever. I only remembered that there was only once that my mom took me to the doc. Maybe there are more times when I was still a baby, but I like my aunt more than my mom. I recently cleaned the areas under the piano and the piano chair plus the computer table and found it black. So obviously she leaves that areas to us and complains that we do nothing. And my sister really does nothing and my mom doesn't say a thing. WDF. I think I'm adopted..Sheesh.. Ok..that was venting my frustration.. Yay!!(for the bowling one..not for the closed escape one) We were supposed to go to escape, but in the end we went there and WHAM!, the disappointment hit us straight in the face. Escape was closed. So in the end we went to tampines safara for bowling, pool, throwing of darts, and archery. It was $2.40 per game and $1.20 for the rental for shoes. We played two games. The first game everyone's ball went longkau..except for Shi Lin's though:) I was thinking like..it will be like my worse game ever than (LALALALA) lady luck started shining on me and BOOM!, I threw double strikes at the end of the game!!! HAHA!! So in the end I ended with 90! One of my highest scores..HAHA:) The second game was averagely better for most of us, but I deproved by six points as even though I had many spares, I didn't have a strike at all..But it meant I played like with lesser longkaus..HAHA..that day was when I made a second double strike..:D Then we meant to play pool but the waiting line was quite long. Hui Jie, Christy, Bennie and Li Yin started to play darts..HAHA..funny amusing scene aye? HAHA..cos the darts of some people keep on repelling instead of getting stuck on the board. Then Christy pek chie then go poke the dart at the bull's eye and it worked! HAHA.. Then we ate lunch while waiting for the pool table to be free..I had chicken cutlet while the rest had fish and chips. It was $5.50. Quite expensive if you come to think of it..But the ingredients were ok as the meat was SOOO NICE and there were quite a lot of fries and there was coleshaw and quite a lot of it too..the chicken was nice but they said that their fish and chips tasted like chicken nuggets..HAHA..weird.. Then we gave up waiting and went to the archery place but they said they were only available until after 5 that day so we had a huge debate about it on the ground level before we settled for fishing at pasir ris. Then in the end we had a change of mind due to the lateness of the time and went to bennie's house instead..great memorable time aye, benita?? We played Monopoly (YAY!! CAT AGREED TO GO WITH ME TMR!!! FINALLY!!) and I lost miserably..no finance future for me..nono.. Then we left at around 5.30 and left the bored hui jie, normal li yin and christy (normal as in tkgian terms..haha). Bennie walked us to the bus-stop and we bade her good-bye before boarding bus 21 headed for home (DUH) and a well-earned rest (dunno why but it looks nice to be "well-earned rest" like we worked very hard like that - we were dealing with money and property leh!!). The bus journey back was quite soothing..and I got to sleep a while till this young boy came on board with his mom. He is SOO NOISY and woke me up. Then when I was about to doze off again he KICKED me. darn. But it's all for the best I guess..Otherwise later miss my stop. Quite a nice eventful day compared to the rest of the holi-days...sayo! Saturday, November 04, 2006
Was supposed to go cikgu's house today but i have piano lessons!!sigh.. hmmm..I really wish that the day of announcing our subject combi would have a sooner advent..whatever..my english is downright evil to me nowadays, burying the proper ones at the back of my mind and wrong usages dashing straight out to the words I'm using and typing with.. If I get the triple science combi, after I get my books, I'll sincerely read through everything and do a lot of assessment books as I anticipate a year of intense competition in 2007.. It does seems as if time flies, it only seemed like yesterday when I stood infront of the 1e6 classroom, confused by all the noise made by our seniors who were supposedly welcoming us and arranging our desks but still intimidated me all the same.. When I asked Vidthiya for her help in unpinning a badge..when I couldn't get all the names correct... Those days seems so far away.. HAHA..keep in touch! Friday, November 03, 2006
THE RULES:BOLD the statements that are true to you.ITALISE the statements that you wish are true.leave the Fibs alone.then, stab 5 people to do the same test and leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged.MY RULES: get 4 people to do the same test and leave a tag on the person’s tagboard. I miss someone right now. my friends and my piano teacher..ya..and mr fathu's dance leSSONS!! I wear glasses or contact lenses. unfortunately yes. I love to play video games. I was not..fortunately..given a chance to indulge in these...pLeASurES.. I've tried marijuana. Ya how you noe?? I have been in a threesome. should be..during pri school?? I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I do not believe in reincarnation, but...it would be a thrilling experience to be one!! I believe honesty is usually the best policy. depends on how you view it. I curse sometimes. YES OF COURSE. To refrain from going over the bend, you have to release your frustration sometimes in a less civilised way when met with impossibilities..benita do you noe who I'm talking about?? HAHA I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. I feel much more mature? And that to take things in your stride..and also have been thinking about my own future for a change and not DO what my parents WANT me to.. I'm totally smart. Doesn't that only applies to certain people like li yin?? I've broken someone's bones. I didn't break someone's bones...but kena broken mine lotsa times..MANY MANY times... I'm paranoid sometimes. You should say I'm ALWAYS PARANOID. E.g, when I go out I'll check my bag at least once every 2 hours to make sure all my valuables are safe. And I'll always worry that I forgot to bring something to school. And when I came alone to class in sec 1 usually the first one then would worry if the day had school if the next person comes alone late..Do you nnot also agree that I'm paranoid? I think my prob is rather serious..HAHA I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, f.o.c and scar-free. I love myself the way I'm :] I need money right now. YES YES YES!! With money I can go and learn ALL the instruments in da world!! I love sushi. It made me really sick and I puked for 3 days. So my answer leave to your decision. I talk really, really fast. Sometimes for comical effect..or when I'm fighting to have a say..you noe, these kinda vertically challenged people..HAHA I have long hair. (wa lao, so wu liao still go use ruler!!!) until..bra strap at the back?? I have lost money in Las Vegas. I hate losing money. I have at least one sibling. Yup. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. For dance??Yucks..don't remind me of the...7 buns..we bought fake eyelashes but in the end never use cos..it was too chaotic then to worry about that.. I cannot survive without Caller I.D. Maybe? Cell phone has but my house phone never has and it has never bothered me:) I am usually pessimistic. Isn't it almost the same as being paranoid?? I have a hidden talent. Yes, perhaps..I really wanna noe mine.. to be able to steer myself in the correct direction.. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have. I might look hyper but deep down, no one noes me..not even myself would know..wad I truly want in life. But that does not give you the RIGHT to determine my future. But always hyper?? Truly exhausting.. I have a lot of friends. Yes, I agree with benita..jus 1 true friend.. I am currently single. Uh-huh..Benita, you promised to be my bridesmaid! I have pecked someone of the same sex. Mom I enjoy talking on the phone. Depends:) I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. Yucks..skirts and shorts please.. I love to shop. YUP!!!HAHA!!! I would rather shop than eat. I do not know how to make a decision.. I don't hate anyone. Hatred is too strong a word. Dislike maybe? I'm a pretty good dancer. Can Mr Fathu fill this in for me? Mr Fathu?? Mr Fathu..where are you?? I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. ok la I have a cell phone. Yes, and I believe chirsty would get hers..someday, surely!! I believe in God. YUP! I watch MTV on a daily basis. no cable. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. I hate hangovers, but would like to try getting drunk! (Over something happy of course) I have rejected someone before. 14 people of the opp gender I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life. I just don't want to follow in my mom's footsteps, working as a clerk all her life and not enjoying her job in an enclosed small stuffy office crammed with files and papers and the telephone. I love piano..but I'm not ambitious enough..I do not have enough self-confidence..I'm afraid of...(no pain no gain)(be daring to take risks) I noe.. I want to have children in the future. I want some one to call me mom. I have changed a diaper before. Ya. My sister's..in the end it dropped/fell apart before it came together. I was only 5 HOR! I've called the cops on a friend before. wu liao I'm not allergic to anything. this yellow liquid antiboitic.. I have a lot to learn. yes. I've been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. (benita, I think they meant like lovers kind and not ..parents..though it wasn't stated) Not obliged to answer..go imagine all you want..but I'm not telling I am shy around the opposite sex. depends on that person..if he has charm, why not?? I have tried alcohol before. yes. (but hey, i was still sober after that!) (benita don't mind me copyin) I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. ya..HAHA I own the "South Park" movie. huh? I would die for my best friends. yes..real true friends.. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. Not really.. I have used my sexuality to advance my career. Please do not insult my integrity. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. He doesn't look nice. I don't like him. Halloween is fun because you get candy. I like the dressing up PART! I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it. When I was still young and innocent? YA! I am happy at this moment. Why shouldn't any NOT be happy? But seriously, this quiz is really too long.. I'm obsessed with guys i have more than just my ears pierced. If you compare it like this..I think should be.. I walk barefoot wherever i can. I love my feet I have jumped off a bridge. If I had would I still be here doing this idiotic thing?? (not counting the mattress bridge my sister plays with me) I love sea turtles. so-so. I like the soft toy version though! I spend ridiculous money on makeup. Not that exaggerating la..not..THERE yet..yet..HAHA I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. YES I'm proficient in a musical instrument. I prefer to be humble. I've worked at McDonald's restaurant. nope. I hate office jobs. Ya..I think you should noe already..by reference to the above provenance stated in a previous answer... I love sci-fiction movies. Should be:) I think water rules. Yup! Swimming and water bombs rocks! I went college out of state. nope. i like sausages. The cai miao's honey bbq-ed ones? Yes..HAHA I love kisses. Yes..it is so terribly nice! But only with someone you love. not PARENTS OF RELATIVES. I fall for the worst people. perhaps? perhaps not? I adore bright colours. Differs accordingly to my moods:) I can't live without black eyeliner. Not THERE yet..say already still ask.. I usually like covers better than originals. ... I can pick up things with my toes. HAHA!! YUP! SO much MORE convenient! I can't whistle. *embarassed silence* I can move my tongue in waves. ... I have ridden/owned a horse. no. would love to. I still have every journal I've ever written in. Yup.. I can't stick to a diet. I can. I talk in my sleep. maybe. maybe not. i was SLEEPING, how would i know? I try to forget things by drowning them with distractions. Just try to think of other stuff..but in the end your obstinate mind still U-turns back to the same thing... Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. I think Shi lin loves it though! I have jazz in my blood. daktahu.. I wear a toe ring. I hate piercing my body with holes..depends where though.. I have a tattoo. The thing I can't stand is tatoos on my body..NO WAY I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with. maybe. I am a caffeine junkie. No..it does awful things to you..do not ever drink coffee..EVER!! I cosplay/know what cosplaying is. I don't cosplay but DUH, who wouldn't noe wad it is? I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical the better. yup!! I love collectables.. I'm an artist. depends..cos ya..I draw sometimes..but wad I draw is a secret only known to ME I only clean my room when necessary. When I feel like it.. I like a person of the same sex. friends kind...YES.. I want cat, fish, manda and fishcake..and abi to do it! To the nita: sorry 4 having copied some of your answers! (doubt if you'd noticed anyway..) |
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