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Sunday, December 31, 2006
hello, peeps, today is the last day of year 2006 and when we can still be young and innocent. We should be crushed and burdened with stress and anxiety in year 2007. Yes, I'm serious=]..Sigh..upper sec, only in sec 3 yet we study sec 4 books. A tremendous load to carry on our yet to develop to sec 4 minds. Even so, I will face the new year with a bright smile and continue bravely on, as what will be expected of be and cry in the dark and comfort of my bed and talk to my teddy. Even the genius liyin is afraid, so I will have many excuses to be. =D My new year resolutions 1. To excel in my dance and piano 2. To always learn to let go and let God 3. To honour thy father and mother 4. To make new friends and keep old ones close to my heart 5. To smile to at least 3 people everyday 6. To spread a bit of love and laughter in the world 7. To be more active in enviromental conserving 8. To accept people for who they are 9. To be nice and good and stop pms-ing frequently 10. To be humble, gracious, kind, caring, helpful, thoughtful and good 11. To save at least $1 per week 12. To practise piano for at least 6 hours per week 13. To love, to care and to share 14. To do well in my studies and perservere and not give way to depression 15. To learn to take things in my stride 16. To treat my juniors better 17. To lose weight and grow taller=) I might be too busy to blog next year, thus this might be my last post.. I suddenly feel a mixture of relief, sadness and happiness. Guess why? I shall tell you..=] Relief is because of not having this commitment of blogging, sadness as I feel as though saying good-bye to my last phrase of childhood and last lingering moments of youth and innocence and happiness cuz I have begun a new journey in life, where things are not handfed to me anymore, when you have to strive to succeed, when you have to stand out and be different to survive in this cruel and challenging world of tommorrow. There are regrets in my life, but why linger on yesterday, on the past that cannot be erased nor changed? Why not look forward to tomorrow and try to do better than today? Finally, with a smile, I can say good-bye to this little girl and welcome the future me. What awaits me tomorrow? Only God knows. Farewell, till next time =) Sunday, December 24, 2006
It's Christmas and we supposed to be happy and celebrating. I hate so the way people always say "see li yin first". "Why must like that?" Why don't you arrange it yourself la. At first I was so happy and enthusiastic about watching death note 2 but now it's like every excitement if there was in the first place is gone. If you guys don't wanna watch then just say it, don't make it so draggy. We can't force people against their will too. But my christmas wish will just be that we as friends can go out the last time as a group together and play as children. Like have fun maybe and be happy. For I know next year won't be so relaxing and I will be very stressed. Sigh..I just wanna go out together and have fun and be happy. Just for one day. Before we separate into different classes. Though we are still in the same school, relationships won't be as before cos once you're in different classes you are obliged to make other friends and that will make us drift apart. Not talking about li yin, karen and those in the same class as me next year. Like what happened to my pri school friends. I don't feel as close as when we were before sec 1. Cos everyone's social circle has widened, and you don't know all their friends and they don't know yours too. They've changed, but you weren't with them when it happened. Like kinda of you lose track of their lives and what happens to them. Which makes you drift apart. Friends forever. How ironic. I can be quite depressed at times like now, but I know I'll cheer up later when I'm playing the piano cos music reminds me how beautiful the world is and not everything is perfect. I feel better already, thinking of it. Everyone has their own path in life and no one can determine fate. We were fated to be in the same class for 2 years and I enjoyed our friendship. I loved the times we spent together and I hope we can meet up some other day and still remember each and one of us. In whichever case, it's christmas! and I thank God for loving us and giving us christmas. And I thank Jesus for being our friend and God for sending his only son to save us sinners. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!=) Saturday, December 23, 2006
Hi, peeps..I was to blog last time when blogger failed me. Thus the post so long after.. This week.. Mon Brought sister to her lesson. Practised piano. Read chemistry textbook. Relieved that I could understand and absorb. Tues Brought sister to lesson. Practised piano. Ate wanton mee for lunch. Read chemistry textbook. Could understand. Wed Practised piano. Brought sister to lesson. Was shivering in the d*mn stupid bus that was so cold. Is the bus driver cold-blooded or something? Had piano lesson, went to granny's. Teacher wished me happy holidays (I wish). Thurs Slacked at home. Read textbooks. COULD NOT UNDERSTAND PHYSICS! The stupid velocity. Did heymaths. Fri Went swimming at shi lin's house. Zhi Qing's bdae. Angela came along. The water was very cold and the jaccuzi wasn't bloody working. Swam a little. Ran to toilet to rinse off chlorine water afterwards. Ate M&Ns. Went to gym. Ate samosa(s). Went up to shi lin's house. Played squeezing murderer. Benita played with guitar. Angela drew anime. Rained jus as we were about to go out. Rain stopped and we went to parkway for sakae. Actually we decided it after a very looooooooooooooooong debate. It wasn't actually a debate also, cos it was like anything for everybody thus we could not decide. But birthday girl wanted sakae then in the end we went there. We took the buffet one. Ate until I burst le. Couldn't walk properly. Staggered home. Felt full for 1 hour. Managed down my dinner. Went home. Sat Practised piano. Fingertips and knuckles hurt. (still hurt) Dad went to company's annual dinner. Sister went to lesson. Mom fetched her back. Dad fetched her there. Watched the second disc of incredibles while alone. Sun Christmas eve.No piano lesson today. Feels neutral. Denise.K came back yesterday from bowling trip. Practised piano just now. FINGERS HURT! But must still practise. Do you guys feel the joy of giving and sharing when christmas arrives? I feel so generous now..haha=) Watching Death note 2 on thurs. Having lucky dips too. Everyone would bring a present and we would see who get whose..=) I want to buy my new year clothes now..in case last minute don't have suitable or to my liking de clothes..my english is deteoriating. Seriously. I need mdm azizan!!! Hopes and prays for understanding, forgiveness, happiness and kindness. Sunday, December 17, 2006
Just a question. Would it seem to you as if our memory dims as we age? I feel that I do. For example, when I was just a kid still without acne outbursts, I could remember things more clearly. But as for the present, I have to muster all my concentration on that thing to be able to fully sum in up. Are our memory chips really limited? I really wish I could have a learning ability of that of a new born baby again. Gosh, we didn't really treasure our babyhood, did we? I think no one did..=DI have not finished heymaths yet. Piano lesson on wed after 4 after which I would go to granny's for homecooked meals and freedom from cleaning the house. My mother is such a lazy bum. She spends most of her time on herself and seldom on us. I rather she be a common old not nice auntie than always buying new clothes, accessories and washing her hair. Not that makes her less ugly either. Cos beauty comes from within and she has almost none. Sigh. I must not let anger take control of me. I should let go and let God. Alright. I feel almost happy and eager for the end of holidays, but whenever I think of the 6-7 CAs my senior gleefully warned me about, I feel trepidation. And also the unread chapters of the textbook and unfinished heymaths. It's actually quite nice to have prefects for friends as you would know what would happen in the first few unsure weeks as we do not have schedules. But as you know, adults usually will amend them without informing us as we are like the mass of electrons - negligible. First day --> class bonding stuff ( I hope we get nice decent classmates and not the felicia or 2e2 06 type. Like quieter people with mature thinking and play when we need to like CNY ideas, etc) Second day --> normal lessons resume ...sigh Third day --> Out of school for NE trip Fourth day --> Normal lessons thereafter Then would our prison term really begins. I hope I would not get so stressed/pressured that I get a headache again as being ill is certainly not the best condition for taking CAs. *the..6-7 CAs per week ensures that I would have average at least 1 and a half CAs per day I certainly do hope my senior was kidding me. I rather she did.. *sighs and gets back to revision Piano lesson today. Enjoyed it tremendously. Teacher gave me mentos chewing gum. SH..illegal in singapore..haha. Went to vivocity on wed with cousin. Bought biscuits, shoelaces and some stuff. CIP on thurs with jia min, yi ying and grace. Hung out at tm and century square after having lunch at Macdonalds. Completed 3 hours of CIP le. Feels happy! =] Took nice neoprints. Twice=) Oh..and met jovi. He's quite tall. =) Holidays almost over. Feels sense of accomplishment as I have read 4 chapters of chem and done 1st chapt of maths. Also 1st chapt of bio. Misses friends. =( still loves piano. Monday, December 11, 2006
Gosh, tricia has bangs.I finally bought my jacket! Clara, Louisa and I went to orchard last thursday. We went to heeren, zara, winma, and far east plaza. I think that's all. My sweater is white with blue stripes at the cuffs, collar and hem. I rather like it. It cost $29. My father refused to refund me cos he said my school books for next year already cost him a bomb. Like that's my fault? I bought shoelaces too! Purple ones, to match with my new shoes. I tried out the new ultimate chicken meal at KFC at far east plaza and the popcorn chicken was so little! Absolutely different from the advertisement and poster. I hate it when organizers do this kinda thing. Like I'll feel cheated. Wait a moment, my conversation window's peeping is getting extremely irritating.. And we took neoprints together too! It was quite fun..but it'll probably be the last time we would go out together and enjoy ourselves like friends again. We would have grown up next year, and Louisa and Clara might be too busy, considering that they are both in JC, JC 1 and IP 1 respectively, and me bombarded with tests and exams and also sec 4 0-levels in chinese. And our friendship is not that strong to be able to withstand separation =) no offence here..but when you don't see each other that often, you tend to...drift apart.. don't you? And our friendship ties might not be the same again.. So I did really treasured that last outing together and I hope we can meet up 20 years later too.. Finally tricia's back...=) I'm going out with cousin tomorrow to buy accessories....and then finally I can give denise her bdae pressie! She lives just very near me..and I only got to know somewhat during the hols this year.. Hope I manage to finish all my hmwk and I already started on maths! Like textbook ques chapt one. But I'm afraid that they'll skip from chapter to chapt...sigh...life's the most unpredictable and unfair game in the world. Please say u'll agree. Thank you. Friday, December 08, 2006
There's this new internet thing which replaced the old internet explorer and it is so freaking slow. And the connection is always going lost. Though the toolbar stuffs like the back, forward and refresh button looks kind of nice and cool, but I rather the old one. Easier to use and somemore it's convenient. For example, when you go to your mail and e.g. there's a friendster mail informing you a friend left you a testimonial and there's a link for you to click on. You click on that link and there's a pop-up warning you of some idiotic security measure..and also if you want to continue you gotta press this ok button and you'll get to the site. I pressed and pressed and clicked and clicked for a dozen times but still, NOTHING happened. I tried the cancel button and it worked. D*mn..Suddenly thought of something.. This is year 2006..and I'm in 2e6.. Forever and ever, there'll only be one of us, one of a class which will have the the honour of being named a 2e6ixer in year 2006..there'll never be another class like us again, no class would ever have the same name again.. Though you guys weren't the best and there were also some conflicts present now and then, I'm still glad I've been given a chance to know you people..=) All the best next year and I still wanna meet all of you 20 years later in a reunion party:)! Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Will be heading over to popular and the $7 shop after dropping off sister for her lesson. Her lesson starts at 2 so we'll have to leave at 12.30 as she needs 30 min to have her lunch there and bus 65 seriously crawls..I don't know how people stand 1 hour bus rides..unless there's a $1m reward waiting at the end or smth..Got mom's popular card. Will need to get $ from granny first before buying the books. Will show dad receipt after purchase. Needs to buy new clothes from $7 shop for outing tomorrow as I feel like wearing new clothes. And hopes I'm able to complete everything in a matter of two and 1/2 hours. Would reach granny's at about 3 if I take 197 from bugis cos I'll have to walk for 15 min if I take the da*n train. Will practise the piano before leaving the house. Biggest achievement --> practised scales for 5 hours straight/piano pieces for 3 hours straight on Mon (scales) and Tuesday (piano.p) Hopes I can get the things I want in life and prays for help in achieving my goals. Sleepily, yq (10.05a.m.) We are supposed to sleep till noon or even better during the somewhat blissful hols with homework. Saturday, December 02, 2006
Blog entry after jokes One day a guy walked into a pet store to buy a parrot. He found one that he liked and went up to the counter to buy it. The store clerk saw which parrot he had picked out and said, ''That parrot repeats everything he hears.'' ''That's alright,'' the man replied. So the man bought the parrot and left the store. As he was walking down the street, he saw a cop chasing a robber. The cop hollered to his partner, ''Shoot him down, shoot him down!'' Then the parrot said, ''Shoot him down, shoot him down!'' They kept walking and found a man who was trying to pry his car off the ground with a crowbar because his wheels had been stolen. The man said, ''Pop it up, pop it up!'' The parrot said, ''Pop it up, pop it up!'' They kept on walking to a carnival. A guy at a gamestand yelled, ''Hit a big one, win a prize!'' The parrot said, ''Hit a big one, win a prize!'' Then they walked into a church and sat down. The minister was in the middle of the sermon. He said, ''The Lord is above us.'' The parrot said, ''Shoot him down,shoot him down!'' The minister said, ''The devil is below us.'' The parrot said, ''Pop it up, pop it up.'' Then the minister got angry and threw a bible at the parrot. The parrot ducked and the bible hit a fat lady behind him. The parrot said,'' Hit a big one, win a prize!'' Ello.. It's been many weeks and my homework is still yet half finished..I should get to it eventually.., but nothing makes a student more tired than maths homework on a holiday. Really, what is a holiday with homework, assignments and work? I saw an ad in classified that requested for compilation work for students sec 1 to JC 2. I was tempted to call, but I wasn't gonna miss going out with Clara and Louisa next week and I don't think taking leave is appropriate for people like us... well, that's all for today! I still love piano more than anything else in this whole entire universe. Maybe except... |
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