Sunday, November 30, 2008
Basically, I made an interesting discovery over the past week. I have discovered that there has been a recent increase in the number of insects in my house, especially particularly large ones the size of your fingernail. Anyway, there was this huge creature in the studyroom and my sister sway sway got bitten by it and then came the typical screaming and crying and gasping...anyway, after that I went into the room and it was SO SCARY! THAT HIDEOUS CREATURE!

I took a newspaper, threw it ontop of THAT creature, and stomped all over it. It's body fluids sort of got splattered on the newspaper, but anyway, I banished it from the studyroom and now it's at the newspaper pile. I had a good look at it when it became dead. It had six legs (an insect), a head with two feelers and wings. Eww.

Just then after I finished my ham and cheese bread and doughnut washed down with a mug of milk, I came to the computer and guess what I saw? A HIDDEN SPIDER, WAITING TO AMBUSH ME!!!!! How could it do such a thing?

The spider was on the table, so I tricked it to climb onto a newspaper, flipped the newspaper over, threw it to the floor and (yes, your guessed right,) stomped all over it.

And here comes the discovery part.

There were less body fluids when I stomped on the insect, but so much more when I stomped on the spider, which leads us to two conclusions:

  1. The spider has a softer body than the insect, thus it's body fluids could be squashed out easily
  2. The spider, despite having a smaller body, has more body fluids as its organs are smaller than the insect's and thus take up less space inside its body which leaves more room for body fluids.

The spider's body fluids were like almost 10ml lor, so much. And it was gooey. Yucks. And it was a murky green, like moss colour, but slightly bleached. Only slightly. Anyway, the whole point of this post was to freak you out and most importantly, share the profound method of extermination without dirtying your own hands. You don't have to say thank you, it's my pleasure to be able to share my knowledge and ideas with everyone across the globe (ss). :D

Sunday, November 23, 2008
heyo guys! It's another new week and with it brings along so much excitment!

My wishlist at the present
  • vest
  • watch
  • new piano
  • pencilbox
  • new outfit
  • shoes
  • ting's muffin recipe

Birthday gifts received

  • handphone holder from denise.k
  • necklace from ly, ben, laura, karen, hj
  • beanbag from jia min and y^3
  • towel from shi yuan
  • thongs from cat
  • lingerie from shi han, lp and sharon

I think that's all=) If I forgot to add someone in, I apologise now, it's hard being a human with a memory full of flaws. =D

Friday, November 21, 2008
hey everyone! It's been a fantastic week, going out and having fun with my friends!

From now onwards, I'm going to be happy no matter what, even when I look at things, see and hear things that wrench my heart out of its very roots...

back to happier things:

I bought a pair of shoes on wed cos my existing flats had holes in them=) I love them so much! They are white and so nice!!! I can't stand it. haha, i think I'm obsessed. During the day, I would sometimes take it out and admire it. haha. Oh dear.

Anyway, I got interesting things to say! Things that I didn't blog on during the horrible Os.

My conditioner melted! I think those days were too hot and it was placed next to the wall, you know, conduction and all.. beyond the walls of my bathroom is the atmosphere, and not a part of our neighbour's house, so the walls are always slightly warmer. It was at first gel like, you know, like semi-solid, but after it melting it sort of looked like warm milk but a little frozen, you'll need a little imagination here.


And, I went job hunting and I found a job! But I didn't take it up cos the working hours were too long. It paid $1000 a month. You could try if you want. It's at isetan. =)

And I bought everyone presents! Those who I owe during the Os. And I finally got my father his present! It's a very nice watch=D

Ok, now, I'm gonna talk about depressing stuff:
I think the reason I want to blog is that my feelings get read, so that people can share my joy, and friends my sadness at times, without me saying things aloud. Somehow, words always seem better typed out or written out, rather than to be said face-to-face. Have you wondered why? Many would have thought of the same question before, and I'm sure everyone would have had it answered. When one speaks, words flow into our mind and out the very instant, leaving us no time to phrase it nicely so that it'll be perfect, flawless. And sometimes, these very words, raw and imperfect, may reveal parts of ourselves that we fight so hard to conceal.

Ever wondered why we feel so uncomfortable when we're with friends and parents at the same time? Do you actually know that one behaves differently around family and friends? I do.

Everytime I leave the house, go out with friends that have hurt me time and time again, I ask myself, why should your friendship mean so much to me? Why did you have to leave such memories behind, so deeply rooted that, when you chose to bring on such a ferocious hurricane it leaves a gaping wound behind?

Sometimes, I would think of giving up, then something happens. A touch, a friendly pat, a smile, laughing together, would make my resolve weaken, and I would tell myself "Just once more"

Why Why Why? Why do you have to hurt me so?

Wouldn't it be nice if one could have a lever, specifically for controlling emotions in the brain, so that we could choose to have it or not in that particular instant?

I would cry, but no tears would flow
I would bleed, but dry is my heart

Thousands of stabs slash through
My mind soul body

Screaming vultures circle overhead
And peck at my remains

Till nothing is left
And I vanish from the world
Friday, November 14, 2008
It was prom last night! I can't believe that we had so much fun, even with walking with the heels and all, since it became so much more amusing when we tried to develop our balancing potential, hurting our feet in the process. This makes the phrase "女人爱美不要命" even more true ay? haha.

We took so many photos, had so much coke/sprite, and I went forward and we danced together! I was a little hoarse afterwards...haha.

The dessert was very nice, but the food was only ok. I liked the curry though, but I felt that everything wasn't worth $50.

The good thing about prom last night:
It was good to see everyone in their prom dress! Especially those that would never ever wear dresses when you go out with them (cough cough).

The bad thing about prom:
We were seated a little far back and li yin stepped on my toe with her one-stick heels. (haha.it's ok, I forgive her.)

Pictures will be uploaded on facebook!
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Well well well.

O LEVELS ARE FINALLY OVER! I'm so happy!

I went out with yi ying and jia min yesterday. I played the arcade, and went bowling...then jia min came and we bought her prom dress with her. It's black.

Anyway, then I'm home now, trying to type (I did my nails already and they feel so stiff and I'm afraid of chipping them..). I usually type like I'm playing piano.

I'm going to do my hair later on, dunno how much it'll cost.

In a blink of an eye, 4 years have passed in tkgs. I will however, reserve the memories and everything to be written in the post after prom.

The thing that I'm going to write next is a little depressing, so maybe if you don't feel like reading please skip it=)

I think that in life, friends play an important part in bringing you joy, fun laughter and happiness. Ironically, they can also be the ones who turn around and deliver to you such a fatal blow that you feel as though you have been wounded by hundreds and thousands of cruel vultures, tearing your heart apart, wrenching the emotions and happy memories out of your very mind and replacing them with sadness, misery, depression and pain.

It isn't often that I would find a true friend that accepts me for who I am.

In these many years that I've spent in tkgs, out of the 42 classmates in 4e6 o8, I can only truely say that there are only 3 people who aren't hypocrites. It is a hypocritical world, and I don't deny that I'm one of those too. Just think about it, how many times have you got out of bed, went into school, put on that fake smile, talk what others wanted to hear, behave like how you were supposed to behave, instead of what you truely wanted to do? I smile at you and call you my friend, even though I know we aren't. You smile back at me as though we are best buds. I'm hypocritical. We all are.

You talk infront of me. Something I shouldn't be hearing. Do I exist? I wonder.

I just hope that when I enter jc, I won't be exposed to these incidents again. I hope that I can start afresh, and leave my mask behind, in a corner of tkgs, which can be taken away with the demolishing of the buildings and with it the painful memories which I have acquired in one way or another.
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♥dance
♥family
♥friends
♥God
♥luxuries in the world
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♥vest to go with my collared shirt
♥nice wallet/purse
♥a baby grand (whee!)
♥a dance studio
♥a period of lessons on flute/violin/drum (:D)
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