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Friday, April 25, 2008
After the seemingly endless and torturous mid years, I went out with li yin, hui jie, shi lin and claire yesterday to CELEBRATE!!! WHEE!! We went to Kallang leisure park to sing kbox. The salmon set lunch was great and the songs were so HIGH!!! Thereafter was BOWLING! I scored 97 the first time, (beginner's luck) and 56 in the second game. Look at CLAIRE's score...and she claimed she didn't play much..sigh...the humble person..THANKS to all who made FRIDAY such a HAPPY DAY! =)Enjoy the pics!  There are some people in our lives, that shape our character, that determines the person we eventually turn out to be like. No single person is identical, even clones. Characteristics are unique to an individual. People group together for specific reasons; they have common interests, or by quest of companionship with one they can relate to. People have flaws - no single person can be perfect. As a friend myself, I openly declare that I'm not the best that I can have. But the people who can accept me for who I am, and acknowledge me for my faults, are the ones that can ultimately be my friends. I'm apologetic for actions which you think I have done to be offensive, though I'm not even sure what I did that caused such reactions. Do you think that ignoring my existence is a form of punishment? I will not be as emotionally traumatised as I did the previous time, as due to that previous experience, I have learnt to build up my defences, so that when I fall again, I won't fall so severely. As the saying goes, "Once bitten, twice shy." The two incidents that have happened has proved that you are unable to accept me for who I am. You might be sensitive to my remarks, simply because you do not know me well enough and do not want to. Since we first met, we weren't drawn to each other. I got to know you only through another friend. The lack of common interests and the difference in expressions of thoughts and feelings has probably led to the result of today. By deliberately doing actions that you do to try to hurt me won't work - it just goes to show how childish and immature you can be. It isn't good to be too sensitive, like the way you are, misinterpret meanings that aren't meant to be, and get all huffed up about it. Two wrongs don't make a right. I might have done something that repulsed or irritated you, and made you incur dislike against me. However, do you think I'm oblivious to the murmurs you so obviously increase in volume when I walk pass and the deliberate ignorance of my presence? What were you trying to achieve by doing that? The friendship that we have make everything seem like a duty instead of an obligation. For the slightest thing one can get upset at each other and talk behind other's back. Is backstabbing and talking behind other's backs something friends, true ones, or what you so claimed, should do? Sure, you make up. But should you have talked about her behind her back? Do you think she doesn't know that you are doing it? How would you feel if we were the perpetrators instead? Sometimes, I'm too direct, too straightforward, and that may hurt others. But I really do so without meaning it, and realise it after much too later. I don't even realise it sometimes. If I had done something that wasn't right, you could have told me, so I could apologised and make it up to you, since it was something that I had done wrong. But by keeping it behind hushed doors, and wait for the tension to rush out one day like torrents of swift water wouldn't be good. I would rather you tell me straight than make sarcastic remarks and expect me to get what you mean. This friendship has brought along much valuable experience to me in life. Some events may bring along happiness, some may bring sadness. No matter what, these lessons have taught me a lot, and I thank you for letting me know even more clearly that life is certainly not a bed of roses. I'm prepared to make a clean cut this time. Twice is more than enough. I hope we can face each other with ease when we next meet. Some things that are meant to be will be. I won't force you to do things you don't like, and if you feel better with perpetual ignorance of my existance, go ahead. But I would feel happier letting go off all feelings of hatred and enmity (remember Iraq and Kuwait? haha..=)) and lead a carefree life, filled with smiles and colours! =D Friday, April 11, 2008
Well, it has been a very traumatising week for me, as I float adrift in the sea of emotions. As depressing things should not be lingered on, I shall skip all the unpleasant events. Just want to thank Laura for lending me her ears, even if it's just for a few minutes. Thanks for the concern and thanks for being my friend. =)Moving on, mid-years are just right on Monday. I feel slightly pressurized. Alright, quite pressurised. I wonder how I'm gonna tough it out till the Os. I would probably have a mental breakdown. And go gigigaga.. Anyway, all the best to everyone for their exams! Saturday, April 05, 2008
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