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Saturday, July 05, 2008
A new day brings along new challenges and with it comes? New determination to face the odds?On some days, I really feel like staying in bed and never waking up, dreading to face what comes in school. The world is really a cruel place, without love and concern. Friends, family and God gives me love. But sometimes I can't sense it from you. The world is such a complicated place. Why am I so sensitive? Ask my growing environment. When we were young, friends could argue heatedly over a small matter and say, after a few minutes, be best buds again. But now? I don't even know what goes on behind your mind. We are less outspoken than before, for we have learnt the art of hiding our inner thoughts in fear of the reaction it will incur. We pretend, we smile when we don't mean it and say "I'm happy to be your friend!" when you've hidden a dagger beneath the cloak, just in case. Even I do it. Why? Lessons learnt from previous experiences. I don't want to be bitter. I don't want to be hard. I want to be like others. I want to be happy. I want to be naive. I want to be innocent. I want to be the girl I was 5 years ago. But can I? I'm sorry. I didn't mean it to turn out bitter again. Forgive me. |
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