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Friday, July 18, 2008
We just received our prelim schedule, and fortunately the dates don't clash with the MSP oral which is set for the 29th of Aug, my father's birthday. =) I feel a little trepidation about the oral date, for my malay is nowhere close to fluent or even to a stage where I can speak without translating word by word from english in my thoughts to malay before speaking it out. Dear me, we'll just have to see how it goes eh?I made myself a resolution yesterday. I will strive hard to practise my piano and try my best to finish every piece of assignment that my teacher sets. Anyway playing the piano is relatively enjoyable and provides a break from the endless cramming. But sometimes I feel that I'm losing out academically for intelligent people like the scholars and Miss Chua cram till wee hours of the night and I spent the weekends, of about 6 to 7 hours of my time playing the piano and sleep at 10p.m. everyday. That means I miss out on a lot of revision time. Sigh. I don't have a choice. By 10 p.m. my brain starts to malfunction and disjoins from my body, by 10.30p.m. my lids start to slid shut, no matter how much the brain shouts at it not to (there's no use cos it's disjointed), and by 11p.m. if you don't let me sleep I would bet $5 I can sleep standing. By 11.30p.m. if I don't hit my pillow, I wouldn't be able to sleep for the entire night. So what's it gonna be, sleeping disorders or lack of revision time? You get my point... I will beat ting in her record in word challenge!! I MUST!! haha. Sometimes I feel so much like a chameleon, blending into the society by mimicking others, doing things that would make people like me instead of doing things that would make me the person I am. It's difficult to want to get up again after each setback. Do you know how much it hurts? I'm made of flesh and blood, I am human too. |
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