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Thursday, November 13, 2008
Well well well.O LEVELS ARE FINALLY OVER! I'm so happy! I went out with yi ying and jia min yesterday. I played the arcade, and went bowling...then jia min came and we bought her prom dress with her. It's black. Anyway, then I'm home now, trying to type (I did my nails already and they feel so stiff and I'm afraid of chipping them..). I usually type like I'm playing piano. I'm going to do my hair later on, dunno how much it'll cost. In a blink of an eye, 4 years have passed in tkgs. I will however, reserve the memories and everything to be written in the post after prom. The thing that I'm going to write next is a little depressing, so maybe if you don't feel like reading please skip it=) I think that in life, friends play an important part in bringing you joy, fun laughter and happiness. Ironically, they can also be the ones who turn around and deliver to you such a fatal blow that you feel as though you have been wounded by hundreds and thousands of cruel vultures, tearing your heart apart, wrenching the emotions and happy memories out of your very mind and replacing them with sadness, misery, depression and pain. It isn't often that I would find a true friend that accepts me for who I am. In these many years that I've spent in tkgs, out of the 42 classmates in 4e6 o8, I can only truely say that there are only 3 people who aren't hypocrites. It is a hypocritical world, and I don't deny that I'm one of those too. Just think about it, how many times have you got out of bed, went into school, put on that fake smile, talk what others wanted to hear, behave like how you were supposed to behave, instead of what you truely wanted to do? I smile at you and call you my friend, even though I know we aren't. You smile back at me as though we are best buds. I'm hypocritical. We all are. You talk infront of me. Something I shouldn't be hearing. Do I exist? I wonder. I just hope that when I enter jc, I won't be exposed to these incidents again. I hope that I can start afresh, and leave my mask behind, in a corner of tkgs, which can be taken away with the demolishing of the buildings and with it the painful memories which I have acquired in one way or another. |
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