Its been so long since I've posted here!!

Spending the last moments of my eighteenth life, I've decided to revisit the page of my youth, to recall, to think back, before moving forward into another chapter of life unknown...

I was rather young in the past, naive, childish, foolish, inconsiderate...the usual things that kids are, or maybe I'm only speaking for myself. I used not to think much before translating my thoughts into words, and when I realised I've made a mistake it is usually too late for amends. Letting my heart and emotions take control, was what I did..

From all the way through kindergarden, primary school and secondary...I was surrounded by friends, who liked me and disliked me. The common thing was, these friends accepted me for all my flaws, despite my imperfections, we were still together, right till today. Two has flown overseas for a medicine degree, one in Newcastle, another in mmm sorry trish I forgot >< haha...but all in all...an almost 9 years of friendship! Hanging out with each other, tolerating another's faults, sharing good food, watching great shows, heart to heart talks...our fab sleepovers, laughing together, and simply enjoying each other's company..but as we all grow up and go our separate ways, what will become of this bond? Only time will tell I guess...though I always feel it's so cool that we aren't exactly the best of friends, but yet we never feel awkward with silence...can talk about anything under the sun, and chill with each other despite not seeing each other for so long...talking like we've been seeing each other everyday...yes, that's what we do when we're together, the seamless harmony of friendship :))

School has been a great experience, family pampered me, especially my grandmother and my auntie :))

I moved into JC, and with that move I was displaced to live with my parents. Victoria Junior College has been the greatest decision I feel I've made so far, for the memories that I've brought away with me have been more than priceless. I joined choir, into the paradise of my second family, of love, warmth, laughter, acceptance and joy away from home :) choir room...the stinky LTs, our overseas trips, of Genting, Venice, and yes even the unrealised Austria...our SYFs, competitions, performances, esplanade...the time we spent together, the dinners at PP, the movies at Cathay...the BBQs at cavin's...the image of pocks and robin giving end of practice announcements...siglap CC :))...image of rhoda cedric debra david and jinli doing warm-ups...gradually changing to cav eun joce malcolm and me pumping spirit into the choir on bleary sat mornings...choir has made my JC life ever more experiencial and wonderful than it could have been. Thanks Mr Kwei, for such a magical journey...:)

Class of 09s32...fun-loving yet studious..the times we spent mugging as a class during our A level study breaks..having dinners from thaipan..seated around a table sharing liao...drinking herbal tea brewed by the parent support..:))..going to Mr chong's house...taking snaps of people sleeping in class...teachers (ms ding!) asking the boys to keep quiet..:)) finding tables during breaks to makan...celebrating end of exams, festivals, occasions...BBQ at merv's...countdown to the new year...thanks for being great buddies giammie wennie and merv :)) you guys made my two years so special :)

And now here I am..in NUS! Life sciences has been rather interesting so far, and I hope the end of this journey will be worthwhile all my effort now...

As I countdown to my nineteenth year and recollect...here are a few wishes from my heart:

I wish that everyone around me will stay loving, happy, kind-hearted, healthy, peaceful at heart and caring about one another.

I wish that my family and I can get closer.

I hope that the two of us can grow in our relationship, regardless of differences and disagreements, and accept each other for who we are, to help each other bring out the best in ourselves, to be happy together and enjoy each other's company..be it successful or otherwise in future..

I wish that the friends I have made so far in my life will stay together and love each other till the end :))

I wish for giammie and wennie to always stay close :)

I wish for my sister to do well in her studies.

I wish for everything nice, happy and wonderful. :)

Considering all I have done so far...no regrets..:) and may all this come true :)

Sayonara!! ^^